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is this love?

seeing you,
the feeling suddenly changes.
i feel awkward at the sight of you.
more conscious of how i look
i realized that i don't treat you
as a friend anymore but...
someone more important than a friend
more feelings.
more passion.
tell me,
is this love?
once tried burying it,
but just to realize
how deep i love you.



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A person that like the beach a lot....
A easy-going person, (ask my friends, they will prove it :p)
A person that likes to watch movies rather that reading books...
A person who will try to in his best attitude as possible...
A person whose life cannot be depart from music...
A person who present himself just as He is, not trying to "copy" anyone...
A person who like to eats (but never grows fat)...
A person who would dare to try new things...
A person who will take whatever it is to win a girl's heart...

A person who can't go for wedding (Cos I would want to get married at that wedding)...
A person who can't design nice webby even though he's attendening IT course in school,
A person who can't stand books...
A person who can't wait to finish His National Service... (ORD lo!)
A person who can't wait to see His dreams fulifull...
A person who can't stand proud people...

link or no link?
Jia Fa
丁志勇
林佩芬
萧嘉蕙
Dan
Amylia
Wei Qiang
Mabelynn
Marvin
Jason
Wei Guang

sentimental past.

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Wednesday, July 25, 2007
dis afternoon receive a call from my aunt informing tt ah ma might go anytime today. When i heard tt my heart really sink. Immediately give dad a call to inform him abt ah man's condition. Thanks to e officer who took me all e way to CGH.

Upon reaching e hospital, mt up w my dad n went straight to e ICU to see ah ma, waited for a long time b4 i get to see her, as e doc r doing their rounds. When e door was opened, i rushed in n see her, my heart really melts, so many pipes running through her body. Can really see tt she's going through so much pain. Called her but there was no response, somehow in my heart i knew that she can't hold on any longer. From e doc get to know her current condition, looks bad from wad e doc said, might not able to pass tonight.

True enough, at ard 7pm, e nurses inform us to see her for e last time, i really cried my heart out when i see her again, her breathing was breaking down by then, heartbeat was slowing down too. At 740pm she said goodbye to the world at e age 86. I witnessed her death. After tt my dad n his bros n sis do e necessary things tt was needed. It reminds me again of how my mum's mother died, also in pain. Even though i did not see b4 my grand-father since my birth, but i witnessed both my grandma's death... Ah ma go n peace, really, even though I'm not close to u, but I'll always rmb tt u once brought me up when i was young, all those memories tt u gave me I'll always rmb in my whole life. It's a promise!!!

Write with no regret
11:18 pm